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The Dive - My Life Story by llama-kat, literature

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The Dive - My Life Story

I step onto the diving board and look below me. Little bits of water drop from my face, And fall into the great pool. The salt from my tears mixes with the chlorine in the water. I’m hesitant. I chose to start this, But should I go through with it? It’s a risk, And I could end up losing everything. But the final result Of taking that jump Looks mighty appealing. After thinking this over, I sigh a breath heavier than the water itself. I feel so much lighter now. I can finally dive in, and take a swim. Careful not to lose my balance, I walk to the edge. Attempting to curb my fears, I stare straight ahead. Golden su

100TC - 26. Tears by llama-kat, literature

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100TC - 26. Tears

Nearing the end has never felt as numb as it does right now. I’m waiting for the tears to come, But the wells of my eyes have run dry and are Empty. Like me. Like me on the day I lost you. Unfeeling, unhoping. Waiting for each breath I take to somehow be the last, I count down the seconds before I sleep. One. Two. Three. And on the fourth second I realize That my dreams cannot materialize, And love is more elusive than we think. Zoom in to the picture on the screen, Showing the broken porcelain doll who is finished with it all And only wants to be held in a loving embrace. Instead, she falls. Pan left to the razorblade

100TC - 52. Deep in Thought by llama-kat, literature

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100TC - 52. Deep in Thought

Saturday night, And she’s alone at home, Wishing for a life unlike hers. Sunday morning, And she’s awake and ready to work, Starting the day with a fabricated smile. Monday begins anew, And the steady schedule continues, Nothing affects her on the outside. Tuesday has arrived, And something shifts to nothing, Thoughts crossing paths. Wednesday afternoon occurs, And her head hurts from the stress. So much to do, not enough time. Thursday commences, And she almost can’t take it anymore. No one sees through. Friday is alive, And she feels dead. Lost between love and animosity. Saturday night again, And nowher

100TC - 16. Questioning by llama-kat, literature

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100TC - 16. Questioning

Loneliness is a disease. Maybe it’s contagious, And maybe I’m the carrier. Only seen by accident, Only heard by mistake. Only loved unintentionally, An existence, almost erased. If I tried to rewrite the headlines, And to correct what I did wrong, Would it affect us? If I tried to change the future And our past, even then, Would it make a difference? How can I tell you What I mean Without making the wrong point again? How can I tell you How I feel Without getting the words mixed up? Whereas you’ve got everything in place, I have confusion on my face. Sorrow, regret, rage, hate, pain, loss. Memories of long

I don't have a title. by llama-kat, literature

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I don't have a title.

Every day, I go to war. Our egos and pride Making lies and deceit, Causing effortless greed, The opposite of peace. Ignorance bring trouble, Bringing hate, rage, pain, loss… Death. And our soldiers, Our military suits, The Nine-to-five, no, twenty-four-seven workers Against this whole scheme of things Are us. We fight, We try, We work our asses off until we can’t anymore, So we can make a living in a country that’s just so free. And I survive like this, Because although I cannot make up my mind in time to prevent these crimes, And what’s happening in homes, on the streets, In cities, counties, states&#

Our Escape by llama-kat, literature

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Our Escape

I sit to write, And my paper fills With graphite dreams And eraser-marked wishes. My words, Confined to this eight-by-eleven, This blue-lined cage, They scream for substance. They cry for release. They wish to be heard. And finally, as my sentences come together, As I set down my pencil and pick up the prison, As my voice sounds out what my mind wants known, I can tell… We've broken free, And we've made our escape.

One Plus One Equals Two by llama-kat, literature

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One Plus One Equals Two

If I screamed from the top of my lungs, If I shouted out to the world, Would you hear me? Would you even try to listen? Because you know I hate the way (somewhat) You sweetly, sarcastically say (so what) Things you know will make me mad (so much) But I can't get angry at you for long (enough) Because then my rights will seem all wrong, And I wrote you this song To prove how much I want you to know… That one plus one equals two. (Me & you)

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Fourth Day Heart Attack by zerosystemquatre, literature

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Fourth Day Heart Attack

Heartbeat Steady As I sit here on the eve Of the first day of my flight around the world Thus begins My next story And I'm climbing oh, so fast Check pulse Elevating With my altitude of hopes and dreams I fly my plane Built of sorrow and worry Fueled on anger and being turned away Repeatedly Keep that blood pumping! Gaining on 150 Move it! Move it! Move it! Pulse check Day two Heart rate falling more in love You're not here, so I'm not worried Lying to myself Checking my meters Making sure we're not totally lost Blood pressure Unhealthy And you open the door Air sweeping All around us But the hands of time are sti

Orbit by OniKokyuu, literature

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Orbit

And the world turns on And the world on turns And the world turns on Orbit. Revolve. Evole. Dissolve. Orbit. Destination overdrive They kick they burn, I'm still alive Sleep in the shadows of the past Close thy windows; I'm the last Shake the land and part the sea Ev'rybody bow to me Slice the sword and shoot the gun Explode the bomb and leave no one Family, blood, now dead they lay All your friends have gone away Whisper all their sins to me I will make the traitors bleed DIE In the dust, in the dirt, in the mud DIE Drowned in viscera and blood DIE With your lips on my boot like a dog Bow to the beast of the fog DIE

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Last-Minute Last Chances by llama-kat, literature

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Last-Minute Last Chances

Take your last-minute last chance before it's too late. I don't know my mind anymore It races And faces My few fears Only to come out at a loss. Where did I go wrong? How can I go right again? You know this means war. Finally declared, Just to end so soon, Like the romance I thought I knew. I'm afraid of being alone And even more afraid of losing you. I'm afraid to lose it all, And I'd hate to let you watch me fall. Trust me when I tell you How being alone Is the single worst ending I could have. If I could talk to you now, If I could see your face, If I could be with you now, With you now, Your eyes are beautiful

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Desktop Fireworks by llama-kat, visual art

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Under your bed. D:
Favourite genre of music: Indie, Rock, Techno, etc.
Favourite style of art: Photography, Animations, Anthro, Fractals
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod, please.
Skin of choice: Mine, buddy. :3
Favourite cartoon character: Dag and Norb from the Angry Beavers.
Personal Quote: Are you afraid of the dark, or what might be hiding in it?

Favourite Movies

Howl's Moving Castle

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Hush Sound

Favourite Writers

Almost any spoken word writer.

Favourite Games

KH2, AC:WW, Pokemon, Sims 2

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo DS, PS2, Wii, and PC

Tools of the Trade

Pencils, Paper, and a lot of Mountain Dew.

Other Interests

Tons of stuffs. Ask me later.

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llama-kat

Sep 13, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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I don't do homework. Especially math. I don't do math. My grades show it. :] Go read some poetry I wrote or something, por favor. I have a new one up. Hoorah, hoorah, and all that jazz. ------ 100TC Progress: 3/100 100TC LIST: 01. Introduction 02. Love 03. Light 04. Dark 05. Seeking Solace 06. Break Away 07. Heaven 08. Innocence 09. Drive 10. Breathe Again 11. Memory 12. Insanity 13. Misfortune 14. Smile 15. Silence 16. Questioning - http://llama-kat.deviantart.com/art/100TC-16-Questioning-63244049 17. Blood 18. Rainbow 19. Gray 20. Fortitude 21. Vacation 22. Mother Nature 23. Cat 24. No Time 25. Trouble Lurki

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llama-kat

Aug 29, 2007

Lolmuch.

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Being sick royally sucks. Anyway. I'm working on two poems. One is about memories, and the other is hard to explain. It's about how some people today take what we have (like, technology-wise, etc.) for granted. Eh. Anyway, both are in spoken word/slam format, and should end up pretty nifty. I'm too tired and not feeling well, so this is all I'm going to write for now. <3 Kat ------ 100TC Progress: 2/100 100TC LIST: 1. Introduction 2. Love 3. Light 4. Dark 5. Seeking Solace 6. Break Away 7. Heaven 8. Innocence 9. Drive 10. Breathe Again 11. Memory 12. Insanity 13. Misfortune 14. Smile 15. Silence 16. Questioning - http

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Aug 26, 2007

An actual entry.

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Please take note as to how number 16 on this list has a link next to it. O: Anyway. I've been... busy. I feel like writing an actual journal today, instead of the normal short and to-the-point ones. So let's start off with school, everyone's favorite thing in the world. 8D I'm now a sophomore, and I started school about two weeks ago. Yeah, I know we started early. :P It hasn't been too bad, yet. I'm in the classes I want, and I have friends in each class, so that's nice. My day looks like this: 1 - Intro to Journalism 2 - French II 3 - Physical Education 4 - AP U.S. History 5 - Algebra II Honors 6 - Chemistry 7 - English 10 Honors